Log of Dates that I Fell, Slipped, Relapsed, Made a Wrong Choice, Etc.

Wed, 5/5/2010, 5 days pure

Fri, 4/30/2010, 7 days pure

Fri, 4/23/2010, 8 days pure

Thurs, 4/15/2010, 7 days pure

Mon-Wed, 4/5/2010-4/8/2010, 4 days pure

Mon-Tues, 3/29/2010-3/31/2010, 2 days pure

Fri-Sat, 3/26/2010-3/27/2010, 1 day pure

Mon-Wed, 3/22/2010-3/24/2010, 11 days pure

Tues-Wed, 3/10/2010-3/11/2010, 13 days pure

Thurs, 2/25/2010, 35 days pure **2010 Record!

Mon-Wed, 1/18/2010-1/20/2010, not even 1 day pure

Mon-Fri, 1/11/2010-1/15/2010, not even 1 day pure

Fri, 1/8/2010, 1 day pure

Thurs, 1/7/2010, 34 days pure **2009-2010 Record! Oh yea!

Wed, 12/2/2009, 16 days pure

Monday, 11/16/2009, 17 days pure **2009 Record! Oh dear!

Fri, 10/30/2009, 1 day clean/pure

Thurs, 10/29/2009, 2 days clean/pure

Tues, 10/27/2009, 1 day clean/pure

Mon, 10/26/2009, 7 days clean/pure

Mon, 10/19/2009, 7 days clean/pure

Mon, 10/12/2009, 12 days clean/pure

  • Ryan
    Great site! Keep up the honesty, transparency, brokenness.
  • Andy
    Hey mate, I'm amazed that you put this out on the internet for everyone to see. Takes a lot of courage. I am doing a research speech on addiction and came across your site. I am also a masturbation and pornography addict who is trying to escape. Keep up the good work man. I know how the complete failure and giving into the lies feels. I'm there with you man.
  • @mdarnell, man, I am sorry...I've been there before I started this blog as a way to help me focus on my recovery. Is there anything I can do for you?
  • mdarnell
    havent had a clean day in a month
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